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haha.. back for so long den Update my blog sorry ar..
i got update no update also de same no pple visit lor.. haha
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a few more days to chirstmas.. which all my FRen MERRy Chirstmas n HAPpY New Year..
may all Ur WIshes COme TRue!!!

tw-ing part2...

hhaa.. come online again.. lolx.. yesterday my birthday worh. wat a day.. the day past so fast... so slow 17 so fast pass 17.. wat the.. haha

today when to mei li hua (tw) see 7flower the autograph session den their special guest is kone.. at first thought kido was nt going.. cuz of his shooting show.. but wat i saw him run up the stairs i was so happy haha..
den i nv shout at him nv wave.. or something... den i took a pic which i see him get a shock.. he got see the cam.. think he shock to see us ba.. haha.. but didn't get the chance to talk to him... the first year i knw him n nv see happy birthday to me.. so sad.. hah.. nv is already past... n they gt interview for the wan quan yu le de..
den he got talk about something dun knw wat girl friend.. hah.. idoit.. damn sad leh.. if he really gt girlfriend den hope he is xin fu kuai le.. haha..

tml going to see typhoon autograph.. darren!!! i wan kiDO lah!!!

tw-ing! happy birthday 2 mi

today is my brithday worh.. haha! nw at tw.. is cold nw.. haha

kanna block nose.. haha... here quite fun will post photo here.. jus update awhile.

cuz the cafe internet time going to up liao... see yA~!

continu.....

update

today is really a damn sad day!.. thought i already get over it.. but i haven..
haix.. being with a fren for 5 yrs.. n jus because of something it has to end it..
i dun think is my fault.. but think there is some where which i think i have wrong ba... jus tat i dun know where.. hai.. since she wanna end the friendship den by all meant.. this is wat my mouth always saying.. but my heart is nt saying tat way.. she say "all i care is money n Nt friendship" tis word really really DAmn hurting.. (does reading tis message if ur think i am like tis pls let me knw).. really wanna knw wat make her think tat way.. if u think i am really in the wrong first.. i am here to say sORrY to u.. as i dun think u will see me face to face ba!~ but so far i dun think i gt wrong.. u can let me knw where i am wrong with.. n i am always willily to say SoRry..

tis few days i dun knw wat i am doing.. everyday go out also dun knw i am doing wat.. faster pass the day to 6 dec~? haha.. really damn jin zhang to go tw.. really.. even thought tis time i think i cannot enjoy tat much.. but... hai.. will get happy i think.. first time take plane.. Cool!! hope will get a peacefull trip.. hai.. gonna take care of myself.. haha!!! lolx..

HIGH TEN!!!!

if thoes chinese charater can't be seen pls go to VIEW den ENCODING n choose uncode(utf-8)

我很想念你们！！你们有想念我吗？

really miss de days i spent with each n everyone of u.. (10+6)

so weird to have non-scHool days.. cuz knwing tat there will be no more school days for us to meet... althought we go school nv talk much.. but still get to see each n everyone.. i really very sad.. sometimes think le also sad!! feel like crying..

maybe 10yrs down the road.. we will nt be even seeing each other... but i will always remember u all.. forever.. until i die!! really.. pls keep in contact with me LAH!! u all didn't even sms me leh!! so disppointed!!!

i shouldn't

from the start i shouldn't go taiwan... knwing tat i can work liao den go.. but in the end.. no Job nw... still need my mum to give me mOney.. sure a useless girl i am.. knwing tat she doesn't have the money to let me go.. i still wan to go.. nw the problem is coming...

SO many bills nt pay yet.. hw is she going to pay all tis bill... n nw i am nt working.. i can't even go taiwan using my own money... wat the F am i thinking when i decieded to go taiwan...

i really wish tat i can go taiwan... but why nw all the PRoblem is coming .......

hw am i Going to settle all TIS!!!!

updated!

F leh.. i update so many.. in the end nothing come OUT!..
nvm.. cut it short... Monday jus have my RNT exam,today got my SSG exam... all is like hell.. nv even study..n today is last day of school... gonna miss u guys muCH!.. ur everytime go out nv call me go de.. tat when my stupid feeling came... suck.. the feeling is really damn damn damn...

ytd when out with maggie whole day.. when to carrefour... saw the gogo hotdog.. it really make me damn angry.. jus because of the gogo hotdog.. i lost my bravissimo.. dun know when wendy will find a place to start business again... SiAN!

ytd den i realise the one i love is actually him.. i thought i have already change but i am nt..
is still him.. n is already 2 years this year.. omG!.. i really very qi dai to go taiwan really... n i really hope i can see him there... really.. n hope tat he can wish me happy birthday like last year... really miss him alot... althought i know we can't be together... but i really dun know hw come i still love u so much....

HIGH TEN!!! I WILL MISS U GUYS DAMN MUCH.. PLS ASK ME OUT IF UR HAVE ANY EVENT!!!!JIA YOU!! REALLY HOPE TO SEE U GUYS SOON!!!!!

jus came back from kelly bbq.. but bbq is at her house.. cuz due to raining haha... luckily i go home first.. if nt i am nw crying over at woodland... cuz it was the last train.....

i oso Hope tat the Feeling wilL go Off..

Putting a smile face on my face everyday is nt easy.. sometimes will Fail...n end up with Black face..really dun know my frens Hate me OR like me.. all the feeling they giving me was nt a good feeling.. Feel left Out~? mAke use oF me... i realLY dun KNow.. I trying haRd to Forget the Feeling but why it doesn't Go Off....

my dear frens.. if i really did something tat ur dun like pls let me know n dun hide it..
say be directly..... i wanna chAnge...

the first thing to change is my pi qi.
i TRy HArd Le.. NW adays i am nT Angry very easy le...
buT why i StilL got tis feeling tat......................


GO OFF I DUn LIKE TIS FEELING...

Oh yes~!

haha. HRC WON FIRST.. haha.. so happy for them...
jus got home.. today was really a fucking hell day for me... why Come back n den juS quArrel with me With OUT NO reASON! FUCKinG HEll.. DUN WAN me JUS SAY.. dun need to ask me to go back to the bloodly hell PLACE! idoit.. i dIe also dun wan go back there...
HELL!!! JUS BECaUSe of 10 DOllar?? i nt asking for mORE ... is the nOrmal day moNey.. did i get extra money from u n go anyhw buy thing? wat IS acTually a GOOD Girl To U.. staying @home n study non stop? never go Out.. all tis u call GOOD GIRL~!...

ARGH!!!!! I HATE U!!!!!!!! I HATE U!!!!!!! I HATE U!!!!!!!!

HRC THE BeST!! cool oRH...
ah zong,big mouth,Ghost.. COoL! u guys did it wELL!!!

WAT kind OF feeling is tis MAN!

i dun like tis feeling tis feeling jus suck.. hw come i gt tis kind of feeling..
hw come i always feel tat.. no pple like me~? why~ left out by fREn..wAt KInd of Stupid feeling is tis.. hw come always gt tis feeling...i wan to forget tis feeling.. is really very nan shou for me.. really! can make me cRY n SAD.. wat stupid feeling is tat...................

ytd when to see competition BReakdancing... oh yes... HRC went in to final.. so gooD.. higher points than yoshi group cooL~!... dun know today will get first anot..but all of them since to say they will get FIRst. but really hOpe they got iT FIRst.. if they GT it fIRSt i will be VERY COOL~ haha!!!

TMl think going to send them ba.. see hw cuz my project all pass up le.. den dun need go to school for tat period.. so i onli need to go for RNT n is in the afternoon so think can make it.. will see hw again tonight.. haha!!

COOl HRC JiAYOU ORh~!!

wat am i thinking?

i really dun know wth i am thinking? ru guo wo ai shang ni,ni ye bu hui ai shang wo ba..
why this word keep on appearing in my mind....

i dun knw wat kind of feeling i am treating... REALly DUN knOW laH!!

can someone tell me~?

tml got to go schoOl again.. n tml HRC coming lOR..
maybe going to fetch them... but is BR flight worh.. dun know lai de ji mah.. cuz end school at 10
u think anni soon will let us go hoMe early mah? unLESs she!!!!! Ke siao.. haha!!!
dun know wan go schoOl anot.. bUt think hopefully is going lah.. 10-12 think can reach~? airport???
hhaaa... i oso dun know? energy in singapore le.. althought i like kOne but see energy like tis also abit sad sad.. see their concert the vCd also gt Cry.. koNe also gt Cry.. i oso dun know when will i Stop Chasing star... think hopefully will .. when KONE nt around anY MOre~!

sian!! tml have to see anni sooN!! WTF lousy teacher.. maybe cuz i dun like her tat why i keep on saying her.. but really bo bian lah.. really dun know wat is she teaching all aboUt!.. haha..

today is shuwei birthday worh.. HAPPy birthday worh~!!!

haix

today was damn damn damn tired... haix.. cuz chatting with fren till very later n was like around 1.30++ go sleep.. but den i can't get to sleep leh.. think i around 2+++ den get to sleep den today still wake up at 6++++ to go for school.. go schOOl also nothing to do... actually got lah.. but i really dun like ANNI SOON to teach lah.. so Boring... dun knw wat the hell she teaching..
n the most SHcCKing thing is... MRS hO actually Taught the TOPIC she is incharge with.. n i dun even know wat she teach... i think it will be a dead end for me.. but my reservation n ticket i can do very well de.. but nw got another exam.. sure die wan....

HELP!!!!!!!!!!

wrote a testim for him.. on 31/10/05 until nw he haven go accpet it..
sianx.. is jus a HAPPY brithday greeting n he is nt going accpet it... hw can like tis... (HURT)

after school when out with maggie n alicia.. at first was kinda of tired but den after awhile become better.. den alan come meet us.. he treat us ICE cREam.. COOL but PS de bRavissimo pple SUCK.. never wear hat probable.. n never wear mask.. n ..... alot of thing lah.. nv do maintai... sHIT.. think OURs IS the BEST!!

Gt to stop here.. tml going with jacelyn n maggie....

wat de..

hey fRens.. soRry for putting password for enter my blog..
because of some idoit... i have to do tis.. keep on come in my blog n scold me..
have nothing better to do!!

today when interview.. SHIt lah.. the BOSS!!!
so many rule... n somemore mus sign Contract.. (SLAP her)
haix.. really dun wan work liao...
hope wendy faster can find a PLACe for us to STart woRK agAIn!!!

jobless

sian. ytd bravissimo last day at suntec... really miss the place so much..
it was like my second home.. like i go school everyday.. sometimes nv work also will go down see see.. nw cannot see liao.. miss the person there... dun know when will weNdy found a new place for us to start work again.. know tat she was very sad over the things at there... but have to na de qi fang de xia.. jia you orh wendy...

later going for interview... for VENEZIA.. ice cream shop too..same pattern as bravissimo also Gelato Ltaliano.. sian lah..after bravissimo no more liao.. really have no mood to go find another job.. n dun know Venezia de bOss isit good n same as wendy... i really scare tat the boss was like shit.. the pple there was shit...i AM SO SCARE..

Get to know a new fren over at suntec... knwing tat he has in love with someone.. FOr actually 4yrs.. tat was long..... he ask himself to give up but i think is very diffcult too... jia you ORh... n he came across to like somebody.. (u should knW lah).. haix.. all i can say is dun waste ur time waiting le... if u think that the somebody really is ur another half.. n u got the bao wo tat u will have chances go for it.. jiayoU~.. IF U think u dun have.. den u better dun wait le.. as u have already wait very LOng liao worh... chatting with him on the net was really great.. haha..
jiayou~...

hai.. going off soon.. (bathing).... update again....when i free....

BBQ dAY on 24 OCT

on 24 oct when to alicia house to BBQ celebrating Sara n gwen birthday.. haha
they dun know we are actually celebrating their brithday i told sara i celebrating gwen brithday n i told gwen i celebrating Sara birthday... haah~ until we play water bomb den they knoe..
haha!~~

at around 12 pls meet dang n 3 in love at TB mrt to go to the super market to buy our stuff..
den after tat meet alicia there straight.. after buying go alicia house.. den after tat.. me n dang help out the food lor.. haha.. quite fun leh.. hehe!~! niCe.. den after doing all the things.. dang n angie when down to start fire... after the fire was about to start... n the rest reach alicia house... the god dun like us i think.. it start raining... omg!!

haha!!but after awhile it stop.. but we Dun Care .... thanks to huimin n angie for helping up the fire.. den we eat eat eat.. slack slack slack slack... den is time for us to play water bomb..

haha!!!! yeah.. it was really fun.. fun fun...
alicia sister oso join in. haha.. she very good lor.. she pour water at alicia n the water she added soap.. but end up on DANg.. haha!!! too bad huh.. BEST FREN!!!

on sunday when to angel chalet.. at first was very bu xi guan... cuz at they all is their sec mate.. den was like nt very knw who are they.. but for the first few 1hours was very jin..den after tat.. we start to play alot.. haha.. attack sEeyin(ahgong) tat was damn fun.. haha.. but hor.. the stupid ah gong dun know wat is good n bad de leh... i nv beat her she also beat me... nv die before.. somemore still slap me... i think liao even more bu shuang so i attack her back.. very hard.. haha!! poor u huh... haha!! i jus dun care!!! who are u SLAP Me.. haha...sunday n monday was really FUN!!!

new blogskins

new blogskins again... haha~~ everytime i change a new blogskins it means a brand new start for me... last fews days veru boring nt much thing to do... n than feel very stress sometimes...
haha but dun know wat make me stress.

going to start work tml,friday,saturday,sunday.. omg... 4 days together... dun know can tahan anot.. but hope can lah.. cuz think the business also nt very busy... so is okie... JIAYOU orh..

miss kido alot leh.. many months never see him le.. nw he shooting show.. dun know nice anot... hope it wil be nice lah... dun knw wanna dl the show ma leh.. cuz it make my computer damn slow lor... miss Faith n Faris very much too... my idoit brother dun know wat is zhi dong de lor.. dun know hw to bring them down wan leh... idoit right??
hhaa (brother pls bring ur children DOwn hor )
but think he will nt come up n visit my blog..

tis sunday is **** brithday leh... haha!! dun know wanna buy him things mah.. but hor... think he nw facing problem again... sian!! cuz his nick gt du bu qi... haix~~~

jus nw having exam... damn it lor.. forget to open dated.. but hor.. lucky i find out.. den hw?? REDO lOr.. damn IT~! haha.. waste time.. haha
but lucky all do finish on time.. if nt the lao zha bo will scold again.. i still very ANGRY with Her lor.. stupid ANNI SOON!!!!

updating......... 100%

nw adays getting more n more lazy le.. cuz lazy to update blog leh.. haha..
maybe is because there is nothing to write for me ba.... currently tis fews days the mood quite okie lor.. better den last few weeks.... getting more n more happy le... but maybe is because i gt nt enough sleep tat why... abit moodly.. haha!!!

today going to woRk lor.. n tml... sianx.. haha!! but is to earn more money for TW! i like a crazy woman keep on working non stop jus becuase of the trip on decembEr.. siao right...

tis fews day go to temple.. to see them pai pai... haha!!.. gt alot of so surprices things there... omg!! gt a girl right... look like 14 but is actually 25++ n already married n got 2 child hw can tat be.. n she look like a boy~!... left right up down see also nt like married de lor...

gt so many things tat is happen around the world tat nobody knows lor... haha!!! watch finish wzbqw le.. ending nt really very gd leh... as i thought.. but nt bad lah... tian yu married jun hao.. haha!! happy ending... yeah!!! tml can watch lgsl haha!!! kiDo show... haha!!!
dun know hw he going to act inside... think will be very funny!!!

KIDO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! miss him so Much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

updating~!!!

so long nv update blog le.. today is a very very Tired day for me..
ytd sleep at 2.. den wake up at 5 until nw.. my stupid mother lah... wake up me jus to tell me to prepare before 1 to go my brother house... idoit right... cannot later den tell mah...
today was my brother baby BOY birthday actually is chinese brithday lah... his brithday was 27 of october.. so fast 1years old le... so cute... bigger den her sister...(sizE)... haix... but see my faith faith... everytime see her once will heart pain was de leh.. getting more n more thin... dun know wat they feeding HER... n dun know why she keep on stomach pain...

ask my brother to let her stay at my house for jus one day..tml bring back home for them.. my brother say.. tml got school lah... aiyo~ so small one day nv go will nt die de mah....
so more she dun wan let mummy go hOme... n mummy miss them so much.. dun knoe what the hell my brother thinking.....

sorry for nt updating for so long.. tis feel days de mood jus sUCKS!!!!!!!!!
n thinking whether wanna work BEN N JERRY or BRAVISSIMO~!

lamn-ing day~!

2day when to ITE simei... for some stupid talks... wu liao... the school DAmn big.. imaging next year i go in there... omg... i will get lost... so i went there.. meet ps n sw.. haha!!... meet them at Cafe 2 cuz i go there have my lunch.. food there nt bad... quite nice.. like food court...... but den the toilet is so disppointing.. nothing can say... Dirty at the first flooR no toilet papEr.. saW chicken wings inside the cabin... omg!!!... haha!!

after tat when to tampines mall.... meet yy at KFC... n saw joannA there too... cuz i cannot pei yy eat ma... so think she call joAnna ba... haha!! after tat go walk walk... with yy n joanna.. together with angel,dang,uchi,yamapi,tegoshi,kusano... haha!!! (n mi is koyamA!!) haha... after tat yy left to work le.. joanna also left.............

den we walk walk walk..... den i wanna go toy's shop(dun know hw to Spell)... hehe... we when inside like small kids.. n i think is worst than them!!we play with alot of them... even the trroy... hhaa.. we put seeyin inside.. at first i was pushing her around but is hard to contorl.. (heavy lAH)... den after awhile i left her alone at the walk way,.. haha... den angel go jiu her.. haha.. if no angel dun know hw u come out lor.. den all run.. but in the end i was the wan who kanna beat by her.... today run 4 times all caught by her 4 times... we spent there got 1 hr plus ba...
after tat.. go eat ice cream at the century square there... Nt really very niCe buT.. TOO ExpENsive .. but okie lah.. den actually wanna go hOme de.... den mi n uchi,kusano.. decided to have dinner at tampines.. guess what is our dinner?? cai bin... the japan food... haha!! before tat we will slacking around.. acrade.. n TOILET... haha! we slack at toilet aBOUT 1 Hr.. century square the toilet got sOFA!!! OMG!!!.. hah!! we Talk Talk talk... den we have our dinner.. quess where we have it .... we sit outside the LIft DOOR!! so peisai!!!>.<... hha!! dun CARE!!
luckly tat wan nt TM if nt moRe pEisai.. hah!!!

after tat uchi suggest go TOWN... very idoit de lor.. before we slack at tampines i already ask them wanna go town ma.. den they say dun wan.. cuz the food orchard dun have so i was like okie lor understand.. in the end oso go town.. argh!! is okIe.. if go town den i will nt get to seat at the Toilet soFa!! hha!!... think i was posting too long today... haha!! nw a days i like a BoyBAnd inside de Guy.. haha.. the bOyband calL nEWS.. n the guy name is KoYAma.. haha.. so cute.. n handsome.. jus like KIDO!! hhaa.. they look Actually abit alike lah.. but some say is kido n zhang shan wei add together de... today also take neo print with uchi n kusano.. hah!! aboVe is the pICture!!

HaPPy Birthday UFM1003

me n frens with POn(name too lOng dun know hw to spell) at ufm birthday Dinner 03/10/05
frens n me with Yu ling @ UFm Birthday DInner 03/10/05
me n my FRens with Lao Da @ UFm bRithday DInner 03/10/05

that me n jian wen @ uFM brithday Dinner on 03/10/05....

ytd when to Fisherman to eat dinner with UFm listern n DJs.. quite fun.. but last year better hehe!! so lei reach home around 11++ to 12 take cab HOme... cuz too late to take mRt.
n also very lei.... somemore the next day got school n WOrk...

today gone to work @ 4... so lei.. gt no mood to play n talk... haha!! den alan was entertaining me.. haha!! saying all does nt funny thing.. hhaha! lol~! but good lah.. if nt i will be falling a sleep...

today in class having SSG lesson.. MY GooD CLassmAte.. sabo me to make up~! in the end i think look like KNS!!! too OVER!!! ... is totally different me... so uneasy... next tuesday gt make up exam.. n tat will be me n Dang de die due.. haha!!!

waste money still need to buy shirt... on thursday.. i no money liao lehx.. sian... nw time also late liao.. got to go n sleep le.. tml got school!