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come back from school le.. so lei.. ytd work until 11+ den reach home..
den online.. update blog... haha... den today overslept to school.. haha
today like alot of pple late...

hehe.. later have to go work again... 4-11
sure cannot dong wan... meeting alicia at 3.30 at city hall.. guess she sleeping nw.. dun know will she remember to wake up.. i dun care.. dun call her haha...

very bad hor.. haha!~! listening to news songs nw.. haha... cuz is nice leh.. heard from angie blog last time... think is nice so i ask her to send me.. haha! nw my group of frens.. listen to SHE,183,news,bao song.. haha.. no pple listen to KONE~! got lah.. onli me.. but nw adays listening to VJ Song.. hah! onli one n onli tat song lor.. 不够勇敢..--if cannot see the chinese words go to encoding... choose unicode! den can see le.. haha!!!

thanks to meiling for helping my blog.. to add the history thing.. hehe.. thanks WORhS... haha...

okie go n have so good rest before i go WOrk~!

YEah~! happy Birthday

nw time at my computer is 11.53 hope i can make it to wish my beloved ah gong(leong See yiN) happy Birthday again on time.. haha!!

today very happy cuz we bomb seeyin.. using water.. haha... she is damn wet to go home.. but we are good enough to bring extra pants n towel for her.. but too bad her shoes was wet.. haha!!!

when to work after school.. got one very cb aunti.. wan is wan that.. already alot liao still say.. can u give me abit moRe..?? wat de F!!!
nearly wanna scold her still ask alicia to help her take her stupid luggage... wat de f.. we are selling ice cream n nt ur mAID! somEmoRe de most angry thing was.. she ask alicia to bring her thing to taxi stand... omg!!! wat de F... tis aunti next time come i dun wan sERVE!!

but today overall quite happy.. cuz he call me.. althought awhlie onli but is better den nothing.. haha!! dun know whether can he work anot.... sianx!!!

wat the Hell i am THinking..

i dun knoe wat the hell i am thinking.. i nw listen listening to VJ de Bu gou Yong gan~ is a sad song~! i really dun know wat i am thinking.. i listen to this song will make me feel sad n will cry sometimes......... am i thinking of u i oso dun know~!.. knowing that no matter wat we also will nt be together... den what for let me think of u.. when everytime i going to forget u.. u will always appear in my life again~! tis is already the third time i fall in love again n again... tis is really unfair for me~! when everytime i already forget the time we are together u will come in my life again n again.. which make me can't forget u~!

i am nt blaming u~~ maybe is jus tat my heart is nt firm enough.....

jiayou ba~!!!!!! no matter wat i will always be there for u... even if my heart is hurting i oso will be there for u always n always~!

confusing~

from ytd night till know i dun know wat actually i am thinking..
maybe i am always putting a smile on my face.. but i really dun know hw come.. i am really very sad n worry~! i am worry about **** i know something has gone wrong .. but he jus dun wanna tell me... i ask him he try to hide from it...

i Really wish to knOW...
i asking myself again n again.. am i still in loVe with HIm~!!! am i ?
even myself can't give an answer hw can he give me???~~~~~

really wish to know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

updating~!!!

sorry for nt updating my blog.. cuz their is really nothing to blog lah.. n can say i lazy haha!!
i have a new hair recently... my sabah trip cancel le.. dun ask me why because is a really a very LONG story~! n i think the agent n the company jus suck!!! their services is damn SHIT!!! THINK i can do better den them!!! today wake up early from my mum frens house back to my house.. n den do nothing... go out with mum!~!... DEN cm back watch wzbqw.. nt a bad show.. but de downloading time is damn long.. make me have to on my computer... ahah!!! tis pic above is the side view of my hair style recently..

TODAY he message in msn... he ask me what is love about... i told him alot.. but i also dun know what is love about.. but i think no pple know what is love~! knowing that he cfm got problem de... but he jus dun wanna tell me~ DEN i jus don't ask anymore.. told him : if he really dun wanna say den dun say lor. wait until he wanna say den tell me ba.. i will also be his listener...can feel tat he is sad lah!!~~ cheer UP~!!!! dun think so much if the thing really make u very unhappy~!... TAKE CARE!!

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nw having lesson in class... but no teacher in the lab.. hw come? haha... jus finish half of the lesson den no teacher... ytd got my 2.4km.. so sianx.. i still fail lahx.. but got improve alot.. improve 10 mins.. haha... cuz last time i run 29 min cuz.... i walk all the way.. nw got run a few rounds n got it 19.. but dun know whether will the teacher kind enough to give me a PASS! haha! hoPe he will lahx... so sianx... today no pple seat beside me so boring haha! Den infront of me playing music.. the music so sleeply haha.. think i gonna fall a sleep... den the rest busy doing typing work.. but i type finish le... haha.. so busy with sufing the net n some busy looking at pictures! (idoLs lah)....

Okie.. i will STop HEre..
cuz think pple will say i did'nt update my Blog~

Story~

long long time ago~ a girl was born to the earth... happily n smiling n even crying!
when the girl started to talk her first word was to call (mama,Papa).. her parents was so happy to hear that~When the girl started to learn hw to walk. she has fall down many many times but she did not give up she keep trying n trying until one day she success.. when the girl grown older she know hw a person feel. Saddness,Happy,lonely,unreasonable n many many more.. she started studying... study n study even until nw she is still studying...

when she was in K1 her parents started quarreling.. beating even scolding each other.. the same until primary school times was the last time they quarrel.. cuz her parents no longer together!
the girl feel sad n doesn't even know what to do... her first time skipping school was during primary school~so on until now sometimes still do that.. this girl loves to make friends..

what i know is this girl nw is staying with her mother.. knowing that her mother is very xin ku n dun know what to help her.. but she keep on making her sad n even angry~ BUT sometimes is really her mother fault. nw her mother have a so call"boyFriend" n tis gal doesn't know what to do~?? sometime this girl feel angry,sad,lonely until she doesn't wanna talk to her mum.....

can yoU guys heLp HEr~! is jus a stoRy~ :)
cuz i can't help her.. so i come up here to tell u guys a stoRy~

wat a dAY`

this few days stomach nt feeling very well~ haix.
today wake up @ 7++ can't wake up so tired wish to continu my sleep..
today no lesson~ we went to tpy de sport hall to watch sixth asian netball SINGAPORE VS INDIA... damn it lor.. the india the shooter so big size n tall.. den singapore so short~
den in the end india win lor~ sianx 1/2.. but there got a guy handsome lehx.. haha... i first time see boys play NEt ball!~ but lose leh.. haha.. nvm think they tried their very BEST le.. haha...

the same old me again~ so SAD! but can't explain the saddness!!!! WHY!!!!!

see kIdo so KINd he going to sell his shoes to do AI XIN haha!! shoe nice hoR~ n so cute of him!

(taken fRom Tw JiaZu)

what a day!

tis few days in sch so boring for some lesson! i am going back to the old me.. haha.. i mean i study a subject which like the same as EOA!! haha.. that lesson will be the subject i am good in!
tis few days really can say not in a very good mood!

jus feeling sad! angry(sumtimes),Lonely(sumtimes),chi chu(mostlY)

wah a stupid feeling is this!!
dun know wat kind of feeling.. dun know hw to cure n dun know hw to explain..

what i know is i am SAD!!
tis pic of kido is so handsome right!! haha!! shuai si le... haha miss him so MUCH!! wo hen xiang ni zhi dao ma ru guo ke yi jiu ren wo zai jian ni!!! wo yi ding hui gen ni shuo wo zhen de ai shang ni le!!