confusing~

from ytd night till know i dun know wat actually i am thinking..
maybe i am always putting a smile on my face.. but i really dun know hw come.. i am really very sad n worry~! i am worry about **** i know something has gone wrong .. but he jus dun wanna tell me... i ask him he try to hide from it...

i Really wish to knOW...
i asking myself again n again.. am i still in loVe with HIm~!!! am i ?
even myself can't give an answer hw can he give me???~~~~~

really wish to know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!