yawn~~

hahaz. early in de morning whole body pain~~ hw i wish to conti sleep.. but no choice got to wake up for wrk~~ yAWn~~

ytd went to do S.H.E event.. tired dayZ~ by right Sat night mus go JB but in the end nv go...

wat i can say is.: pls give me a bEd nw!!! yawnzzzz

PHONES!

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Nice Hor... haha! dunno which to take lehz.. faster got money jiu can buy liaoz... haha!!! but i think will got to wait for tw trip back le den can buy le..

yeah

Well today is Jacelyn's Birthday. here to wish here hAppy Birthday!

ytd told my aunty n my grandmother that i not gg to wrk at the travel company.
luckily they respect my decision.. hoho.. still scare they will scold me..

haiz.. luckily~~
good later gonna call the travel company boss.. weEEeeee. don't think that there is any problem..

:)

updates

alright.. decided to move back hm.. as mum nagged the whole of last night.. willing to try out one night n see whether everything is fine..
came back.. althought is fine.. no talk no nthing.. but it seem like towards tis house i got no more feeling.. dun knw why... well already promise mum tat i will try.. if really cannot den i will really move out... let's pray ..

new blog skins n new blog song's
been thinking alot..
finally answer. i will nt join travel company.. n i will be staying at amex.. for the time being.. as in extend another month... so well cm back frm taiwan n look for job den.

any job intro.. 1oct start. LOlz..

process

in the process to be sick.. having flu n cough..
haix.. tis few days keep on raining.. ytd mum brought xiao xiong to aunty house.. actually wanna him to stay there with me..
but he simply dun like xiong xiong(another dog) haix.. so no choice.. mum brought xiao xiong back hm in the morning..

i know i am putting my mum into diffcult states.. but no choice.. tat my character.. u wanna me go back see his stupid face i rather stay outside.. wanna me go back i sure wait till de day he is nt there... den i will go back.. althought i really feel like gg back.. all the things i need all at home.. like my labby, my internet connection.. etc....

although the place i am staying nw got internet connection but i wanna use my labby.. haix.. really dunno wat to do.. i think the better choice is ask him to left asap.. but i think i will need to wait for a very very long time..

mood! tired life!

i am totally in a moodless mode nw.. can be bad in times.. can be good in times.. simply can't control.. really sick n tired of my stupid life... sometimes thinking of shorten it.. but thinking tat life is GOLD.. mus treasure.. n i think i am afraid of being dead.. at times i use to think if 1 day i am dead.. hw would it be.. i think is lonely afraid.. n alot more...

but being a human is really tired.. the most happiness in life i think is when the day we are born.. baby is the most happiness is the world.. cuz they know nthing.. but cry... wat they do is cry laugh smile sleep play.. no stress no worry.. hw i hope i can be a baby all the time...

recently family problem is really suck! i really dunno wat should i do next.. all i do is wait.. till one day i realise wat should i do.. den i wil go do it.. at the mean time all i knw is i will nt go home! but i know i am putting my mum into a diffculty states.. but i can't help it.. should be fated.. unless someone told me out of my tots.. maybe it can help.. but so far.. i think my tots is fix~ should nt be any chances...!

ciaoz

recently

have nt been update for a month plus.. :P
been really lazy to blog it.. jus feel like blogging n i will blog lolx...

recently have alot of things happen in my life..
-job? contiuned the travel company or go find another jObx?
-family?-run away from home few days ago.. because of some stupid result.(dun worry i am fine)
-life? - my 2nd uncle passaway last monday... i was so shock when my cousin told me.. went to the wake once.. n my dad appear over dere.. although nv see him.. but secertly go.. n left.. i am very sad n regret for nt visiting him often.. :(
-married- congat to my cousin brother allan's sorry for nt attending ur wedding.. as i felt i will be very weird.. but all the best in ur marriage..

haix.. tat life u see.. watever is done is done.. there is no way for u to change..
maybe my uncle be happy in another part of the world.. i miss/Love U!