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today is really a damn sad day!.. thought i already get over it.. but i haven..
haix.. being with a fren for 5 yrs.. n jus because of something it has to end it..
i dun think is my fault.. but think there is some where which i think i have wrong ba... jus tat i dun know where.. hai.. since she wanna end the friendship den by all meant.. this is wat my mouth always saying.. but my heart is nt saying tat way.. she say "all i care is money n Nt friendship" tis word really really DAmn hurting.. (does reading tis message if ur think i am like tis pls let me knw).. really wanna knw wat make her think tat way.. if u think i am really in the wrong first.. i am here to say sORrY to u.. as i dun think u will see me face to face ba!~ but so far i dun think i gt wrong.. u can let me knw where i am wrong with.. n i am always willily to say SoRry..

tis few days i dun knw wat i am doing.. everyday go out also dun knw i am doing wat.. faster pass the day to 6 dec~? haha.. really damn jin zhang to go tw.. really.. even thought tis time i think i cannot enjoy tat much.. but... hai.. will get happy i think.. first time take plane.. Cool!! hope will get a peacefull trip.. hai.. gonna take care of myself.. haha!!! lolx..

HIGH TEN!!!!

if thoes chinese charater can't be seen pls go to VIEW den ENCODING n choose uncode(utf-8)

我很想念你们！！你们有想念我吗？

really miss de days i spent with each n everyone of u.. (10+6)

so weird to have non-scHool days.. cuz knwing tat there will be no more school days for us to meet... althought we go school nv talk much.. but still get to see each n everyone.. i really very sad.. sometimes think le also sad!! feel like crying..

maybe 10yrs down the road.. we will nt be even seeing each other... but i will always remember u all.. forever.. until i die!! really.. pls keep in contact with me LAH!! u all didn't even sms me leh!! so disppointed!!!

i shouldn't

from the start i shouldn't go taiwan... knwing tat i can work liao den go.. but in the end.. no Job nw... still need my mum to give me mOney.. sure a useless girl i am.. knwing tat she doesn't have the money to let me go.. i still wan to go.. nw the problem is coming...

SO many bills nt pay yet.. hw is she going to pay all tis bill... n nw i am nt working.. i can't even go taiwan using my own money... wat the F am i thinking when i decieded to go taiwan...

i really wish tat i can go taiwan... but why nw all the PRoblem is coming .......

hw am i Going to settle all TIS!!!!

updated!

F leh.. i update so many.. in the end nothing come OUT!..
nvm.. cut it short... Monday jus have my RNT exam,today got my SSG exam... all is like hell.. nv even study..n today is last day of school... gonna miss u guys muCH!.. ur everytime go out nv call me go de.. tat when my stupid feeling came... suck.. the feeling is really damn damn damn...

ytd when out with maggie whole day.. when to carrefour... saw the gogo hotdog.. it really make me damn angry.. jus because of the gogo hotdog.. i lost my bravissimo.. dun know when wendy will find a place to start business again... SiAN!

ytd den i realise the one i love is actually him.. i thought i have already change but i am nt..
is still him.. n is already 2 years this year.. omG!.. i really very qi dai to go taiwan really... n i really hope i can see him there... really.. n hope tat he can wish me happy birthday like last year... really miss him alot... althought i know we can't be together... but i really dun know hw come i still love u so much....

HIGH TEN!!! I WILL MISS U GUYS DAMN MUCH.. PLS ASK ME OUT IF UR HAVE ANY EVENT!!!!JIA YOU!! REALLY HOPE TO SEE U GUYS SOON!!!!!

jus came back from kelly bbq.. but bbq is at her house.. cuz due to raining haha... luckily i go home first.. if nt i am nw crying over at woodland... cuz it was the last train.....

i oso Hope tat the Feeling wilL go Off..

Putting a smile face on my face everyday is nt easy.. sometimes will Fail...n end up with Black face..really dun know my frens Hate me OR like me.. all the feeling they giving me was nt a good feeling.. Feel left Out~? mAke use oF me... i realLY dun KNow.. I trying haRd to Forget the Feeling but why it doesn't Go Off....

my dear frens.. if i really did something tat ur dun like pls let me know n dun hide it..
say be directly..... i wanna chAnge...

the first thing to change is my pi qi.
i TRy HArd Le.. NW adays i am nT Angry very easy le...
buT why i StilL got tis feeling tat......................


GO OFF I DUn LIKE TIS FEELING...

Oh yes~!

haha. HRC WON FIRST.. haha.. so happy for them...
jus got home.. today was really a fucking hell day for me... why Come back n den juS quArrel with me With OUT NO reASON! FUCKinG HEll.. DUN WAN me JUS SAY.. dun need to ask me to go back to the bloodly hell PLACE! idoit.. i dIe also dun wan go back there...
HELL!!! JUS BECaUSe of 10 DOllar?? i nt asking for mORE ... is the nOrmal day moNey.. did i get extra money from u n go anyhw buy thing? wat IS acTually a GOOD Girl To U.. staying @home n study non stop? never go Out.. all tis u call GOOD GIRL~!...

ARGH!!!!! I HATE U!!!!!!!! I HATE U!!!!!!! I HATE U!!!!!!!!

HRC THE BeST!! cool oRH...
ah zong,big mouth,Ghost.. COoL! u guys did it wELL!!!

WAT kind OF feeling is tis MAN!

i dun like tis feeling tis feeling jus suck.. hw come i gt tis kind of feeling..
hw come i always feel tat.. no pple like me~? why~ left out by fREn..wAt KInd of Stupid feeling is tis.. hw come always gt tis feeling...i wan to forget tis feeling.. is really very nan shou for me.. really! can make me cRY n SAD.. wat stupid feeling is tat...................

ytd when to see competition BReakdancing... oh yes... HRC went in to final.. so gooD.. higher points than yoshi group cooL~!... dun know today will get first anot..but all of them since to say they will get FIRst. but really hOpe they got iT FIRst.. if they GT it fIRSt i will be VERY COOL~ haha!!!

TMl think going to send them ba.. see hw cuz my project all pass up le.. den dun need go to school for tat period.. so i onli need to go for RNT n is in the afternoon so think can make it.. will see hw again tonight.. haha!!

COOl HRC JiAYOU ORh~!!

wat am i thinking?

i really dun know wth i am thinking? ru guo wo ai shang ni,ni ye bu hui ai shang wo ba..
why this word keep on appearing in my mind....

i dun knw wat kind of feeling i am treating... REALly DUN knOW laH!!

can someone tell me~?

tml got to go schoOl again.. n tml HRC coming lOR..
maybe going to fetch them... but is BR flight worh.. dun know lai de ji mah.. cuz end school at 10
u think anni soon will let us go hoMe early mah? unLESs she!!!!! Ke siao.. haha!!!
dun know wan go schoOl anot.. bUt think hopefully is going lah.. 10-12 think can reach~? airport???
hhaaa... i oso dun know? energy in singapore le.. althought i like kOne but see energy like tis also abit sad sad.. see their concert the vCd also gt Cry.. koNe also gt Cry.. i oso dun know when will i Stop Chasing star... think hopefully will .. when KONE nt around anY MOre~!

sian!! tml have to see anni sooN!! WTF lousy teacher.. maybe cuz i dun like her tat why i keep on saying her.. but really bo bian lah.. really dun know wat is she teaching all aboUt!.. haha..

today is shuwei birthday worh.. HAPPy birthday worh~!!!

haix

today was damn damn damn tired... haix.. cuz chatting with fren till very later n was like around 1.30++ go sleep.. but den i can't get to sleep leh.. think i around 2+++ den get to sleep den today still wake up at 6++++ to go for school.. go schOOl also nothing to do... actually got lah.. but i really dun like ANNI SOON to teach lah.. so Boring... dun knw wat the hell she teaching..
n the most SHcCKing thing is... MRS hO actually Taught the TOPIC she is incharge with.. n i dun even know wat she teach... i think it will be a dead end for me.. but my reservation n ticket i can do very well de.. but nw got another exam.. sure die wan....

HELP!!!!!!!!!!

wrote a testim for him.. on 31/10/05 until nw he haven go accpet it..
sianx.. is jus a HAPPY brithday greeting n he is nt going accpet it... hw can like tis... (HURT)

after school when out with maggie n alicia.. at first was kinda of tired but den after awhile become better.. den alan come meet us.. he treat us ICE cREam.. COOL but PS de bRavissimo pple SUCK.. never wear hat probable.. n never wear mask.. n ..... alot of thing lah.. nv do maintai... sHIT.. think OURs IS the BEST!!

Gt to stop here.. tml going with jacelyn n maggie....

wat de..

hey fRens.. soRry for putting password for enter my blog..
because of some idoit... i have to do tis.. keep on come in my blog n scold me..
have nothing better to do!!

today when interview.. SHIt lah.. the BOSS!!!
so many rule... n somemore mus sign Contract.. (SLAP her)
haix.. really dun wan work liao...
hope wendy faster can find a PLACe for us to STart woRK agAIn!!!

jobless

sian. ytd bravissimo last day at suntec... really miss the place so much..
it was like my second home.. like i go school everyday.. sometimes nv work also will go down see see.. nw cannot see liao.. miss the person there... dun know when will weNdy found a new place for us to start work again.. know tat she was very sad over the things at there... but have to na de qi fang de xia.. jia you orh wendy...

later going for interview... for VENEZIA.. ice cream shop too..same pattern as bravissimo also Gelato Ltaliano.. sian lah..after bravissimo no more liao.. really have no mood to go find another job.. n dun know Venezia de bOss isit good n same as wendy... i really scare tat the boss was like shit.. the pple there was shit...i AM SO SCARE..

Get to know a new fren over at suntec... knwing tat he has in love with someone.. FOr actually 4yrs.. tat was long..... he ask himself to give up but i think is very diffcult too... jia you ORh... n he came across to like somebody.. (u should knW lah).. haix.. all i can say is dun waste ur time waiting le... if u think that the somebody really is ur another half.. n u got the bao wo tat u will have chances go for it.. jiayoU~.. IF U think u dun have.. den u better dun wait le.. as u have already wait very LOng liao worh... chatting with him on the net was really great.. haha..
jiayou~...

hai.. going off soon.. (bathing).... update again....when i free....