update

today is really a damn sad day!.. thought i already get over it.. but i haven..
haix.. being with a fren for 5 yrs.. n jus because of something it has to end it..
i dun think is my fault.. but think there is some where which i think i have wrong ba... jus tat i dun know where.. hai.. since she wanna end the friendship den by all meant.. this is wat my mouth always saying.. but my heart is nt saying tat way.. she say "all i care is money n Nt friendship" tis word really really DAmn hurting.. (does reading tis message if ur think i am like tis pls let me knw).. really wanna knw wat make her think tat way.. if u think i am really in the wrong first.. i am here to say sORrY to u.. as i dun think u will see me face to face ba!~ but so far i dun think i gt wrong.. u can let me knw where i am wrong with.. n i am always willily to say SoRry..

tis few days i dun knw wat i am doing.. everyday go out also dun knw i am doing wat.. faster pass the day to 6 dec~? haha.. really damn jin zhang to go tw.. really.. even thought tis time i think i cannot enjoy tat much.. but... hai.. will get happy i think.. first time take plane.. Cool!! hope will get a peacefull trip.. hai.. gonna take care of myself.. haha!!! lolx..