Wednesday, July 18, 2007

mood! tired life!

i am totally in a moodless mode nw.. can be bad in times.. can be good in times.. simply can't control.. really sick n tired of my stupid life... sometimes thinking of shorten it.. but thinking tat life is GOLD.. mus treasure.. n i think i am afraid of being dead.. at times i use to think if 1 day i am dead.. hw would it be.. i think is lonely afraid.. n alot more...

but being a human is really tired.. the most happiness in life i think is when the day we are born.. baby is the most happiness is the world.. cuz they know nthing.. but cry... wat they do is cry laugh smile sleep play.. no stress no worry.. hw i hope i can be a baby all the time...

recently family problem is really suck! i really dunno wat should i do next.. all i do is wait.. till one day i realise wat should i do.. den i wil go do it.. at the mean time all i knw is i will nt go home! but i know i am putting my mum into a diffculty states.. but i can't help it.. should be fated.. unless someone told me out of my tots.. maybe it can help.. but so far.. i think my tots is fix~ should nt be any chances...!

ciaoz

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